As I lay in this hospital bed, I'm almost dead, hear the doctor telling someone its bad, maybe my dad, my dad? what dad? he died a long time ago, stepfather wouldn't appear, he fukin did it!! and hid it, told me tell em it was a stray, uh-huh you evil bastard, whatever you say, I've covered all the times that you hurt us and play, like... you didn't mean to, you're really not evil... mama seems to be on your side, cause she believes you, needs you, know that we don't, because you're see thru, we knew, from day one, not to trust things, your ways and actions so fuked up and it's disgusting, we're getting really sick of all the violence, you drunk, your anger as the catalyst for living in junk, this is the last straw, if I live, I'll confront, your actions and if necessary, get them to end

Hook
Layin in the hospital bed, I'm almost dead, bastard shot and caught me square in my back, two in my leg, if I live, its the end of this crap, pull up my bootstraps, this ain't the life for a kid, I want my youth back
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Doctor's back with the end of a tube, he sticks it in, put it straight in the tip of my penis, said it's preventative, damn doc, this shit hurts, I need a sedative, knock me out, do what ya must, just leave me sleeping...
((no patient, need you alert, procedure risky, back in the day, you were hurt, they gave you whiskey, complications can crop in, you know a lot of patients can't walk when, the bullet travels and it paralyzes, analyze, you're only 16 and you can agonize, but this bullet needs to come out, before it maims you, changes you, makes you a plant, immobile vegetable, incredible that you can still move, let's help you keep that))
I see that doc, your talent, I'm gonna need that, cause right now I'm feeling so weak, think ima pass out, head spinning, feeling real cold, I'm fading fast now, the wind getting knocked out my sails, who let the gas out

Hook

So my recovery was speedy, I guess them good folks up in heaven didn't need me, the reaper didn't see me, and briefly, thoughts of death convinced me it'd be easy, but no, hell no, give in to that criminal, shot at me with nary a care, incomprehensible, a long line of pain he inflicts, reprehensible, I need to put and end to this dick, sounds sensible, yeah, it does sounds sensible, shit, I think I might do it, back at the house, no words, like nothing happened, no one came to visit or called, ha I'm laughing, a comedy, maybe a tragedy, what saddens me, is everyone settles for this, this fuckin fallacy, but no more, no more pain behind the closed door, no more watching mama get beat until her nose pours, bloodshed will come to an end, I am the alpha my friend, I heard it said to understand in the end, you must become similar to what you dread about him, go in that room and make him suffer way you suffered for years